This is so not me, but I want to go to war like you do. It makes an imperfect person like me to realize that life can be worthwhile when I fight or die in what I believe in. I don't care about the internet, education, fashion, friends or whatever in this world that are temporary. Just fight, weep for your dead brothers and continue fighting. You know, I just want to be one of those soldiers. Strong, brave and rugged. In their minds they just want to save their families and there's no time to think about their own imperfections or mistakes.
Now tell me why am I writing crap at 1am. I always have this feeling that im 40% man. And the rest goes to me being a woman and really emotional.